Thursday, August 25, 2005

Hello World

It's been a while. My last post was that whiney episode of mine. Heh. I was lazy.

I have been spending the last few days in Malacca with my parents. Went back on Friday night and stayed there till today. Came back on the 4:30 bus. Aznin left on Sunday though since he had work.

The semester has started. I passed both subjects. I'm glad. :) I am however planning to repeat 4 subjects sometime in the future to allow me to get first class honors. I mean, I've come this far, I should push myself to do the best I can. But I'm not going to repeat those subjects yet. Later. We'll see.

My project paper has been approved to. Uber cool. I'm happy. I hope I do well. I have to do well. -_-

I'm hungry. I ate 1 drumstick for dinner. I guess if I had gone to bed earlier, I wouldn't be hungry right now. But I didn't. I have a headache to boot.

A friend of mine delivered a healthy baby girl last Monday. Everywhere I turn someone is giving birth. My parents keep asking me when's my turn. When the time is right I guess?

I have been meaning to post some photos but I keep putting it off and some photos I want to post, I can't seem to find. So many excuses. *sigh*

My life lacks direction. I've been told that. I have also been told I've mellowed a lot. I'm starting to think it might be true. I should put myself out there. I'm trying. Slowly weaning myself out of my comfort zone. It's not as easy as it sounds. Especially if you've been sheltered all your life.

I'm charting out my academia course for the next year. I don't think I can graduate end of next year as there are too many restrictions. i.e. can't take certain subjects together, can't take more than one subject when doing your training etc. It's annoying and it's pushing me back. I don't like.

I'm rambling. It's the headache+hunger. I miss my friends. I miss socializing.

I should stop now.

Good night.

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