Negative

I've been clouded with some negative vibes lately. I have no idea where or why I got this mean streak but it's making me behave rather nastily.

I'd like to blame it on the post partum stress. I have been getting less sleep and perhaps it's finally getting to me.

I've been trying to curb my nastiness though by not not speaking. heh. Its working so far. I did snap slightly at my sister yesterday.

I got my stitches removed yesterday. All she did was snip one end of the nylon and pull it out from the other. As simple as that. I could feel the nylon sliding in the direction it was being pulled under my skin.

It didn't hurt that much actually. It was mildly unpleasant. It did smart a bit when the doctor sprayed some antibiotic on the wound but that was as bad as it got.

I'm feeling better now. In regards to the wound anyway. As I am typing this I am feeling light headed and I'm yawning a lot. I could just be tired. Perhaps I'll lie down after this.

The husband will be visiting this weekend. Yay! Finally get to see him again. Have missed him dearly and many a nights I've spent crying. Yesterday, I was told by my mother out of the blue that I shouldn't cry cause I'm in confinement.

I wanted to ask her why but then that would confirm my crying.

Oh well. Too late for that.

I really should lie down now. Before the baby is sent back up to me.