my crummy weekend

The weekend is almost over. Hopefully the new week will be better.

My brother in law said that how last friday went will determine how the rest of the year will be for you. Freaky huh? A whole year depending solely on how your friday was. Yikes. Well if it's true, then my year will probably be boring, sleepy and lacking in activities cause I spent most of friday in my room watching Gilmore Girls and playing gameboy. Oh Joy!

Initially, I thought of recapping todays horrible event. I had even typed it out. But alas, some things should remain personal. Yeah I feel like blabbing about it now but I know I'd probably regret it tomorrow, or if something bad comes out of it. Haih. I am such a worrywart. Hmm.. moving on.

I realised that I suck at arguing. I suck at holding my composure and letting my thoughts be known. I've been like this since I was young. Whenever I wanted to defend myself with my parents, I'd always end up crying while trying to explain things. My voice would start to be shaky and I'd start to choke up. In the end, I'd be an incoherant crying girl. Seems nothing much has changed since then. I still can't argue properly. Not that I like arguing, but for once, I'd like to be able to voice out my thoughts without choking the minute I start to talk. Sucks. I'm such a cry baby.

Went to low yatt yesterday. I bought software, as planned. Now I can do my work. I bought a pig at Berjaya TImes Square. When are you going to pick it up mable?? Aznin bought his Mac Mini and some accompanying gadgets. It's really small. But I don't feel like talking about it right now. Maybe tomorrow, or when I'm no longer emotionally distraught.

Had a kenduri to attend today. Lunch was covered. The food wasn't something to shout about though. Oh well, I never did like nasi minyak in the first place. I just ate for the sake of filling my stomach. I mean, it was either that or a growling tummy. Can't have that now can we? Hungry ann means moody ann. Plus, I didn't have gelusil with me. Lots of people I didn't know there. My mother in law was busy talking to my aunties I think? Aznin wasn't around to formally introduce them. I do know some people and how they are related now after asking him. Large family, but I've got a lifetime to learn.

Got the Kancil today. Arghh.. I am in such a crappy mood. I mean, The day started fine, but came to a crashing low at about 2:30p.m. I've been a sulky moping wreck since. I hope tomorrow is better. It better be, or It's going to be a veeeeeeeeryyyyyyyy lllllllloooooooooooooonnnnnnnngggggggggggggg week.

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!